hello lovelies,
its been such a longtyme since i've last blogged. have been super bz fer dis few months. hardly on the comp chatting fer hrs unlike last tyme. well. since my break up, i hav hardly anytyme fer myself, ALONE. been going out none stop. hardly at home. NVR at home on weekends-__- i miss my famili too. i've bin rather quiet at home, other den shouting at dem fer using the comp. my sis lappy broke down, & she's alwaes using it at nyte. which make me rather pisst off. but styll, i was nvr alone. im getting rather fat latey=D macdonalds, longjohn. bahhhh.. have to loose weight dis fasting month=D
its gonna be 2mnths im
single. well, i do miss you amirul hakim. though you spen once a wk wit me, i styll do appreciate it. i hate wen the tyme, we cud tok & we end up fighting. i farking miss you. i miss your lips, i miss your huggs. i miss your voice. i miss everyting abt you. i miss dose tymes, wen i open my eyes & saw you fast asleep styll hugging me so tight. you dunno how much it hurts wen you ignored my msgs. your the reason y im styll not in a relationship. i cried wenever your face flashed thru my mind. wadever songs i heard, it reminds me of you. i cant believe i ended it jus like dat. i noe dat we wun be together. both of us are scared. im more frighten den you are. i whispered to you dat "iloveyouFOREVER" i really mean it
ILOVEYOU
i haven replaced you, cos ur irreplacable
things wasnt planned, & it happen. its rather complicating. well dats my life.
i haven blogged abt dis one guy whom reali show me care & concern. i spen almost everydae wit hym. well, hys a realli good guy, i believe he deserve da nicest gerl in the werld. i noe it haven been easy fer you. but you noe, im alwaes dere fer you. i alwaes pick up a fight wit you & alwaes wanted to win. im sorry but im telling you dis, every moment we spend together, lepak, laugh, fight&& wadeva shit we wen thru, i'll nvr wanna loose a fwen like you=D dun keep on say "todae onwerds it will be the last we contct. it hurts luh. you were alwaes be dere fer me since i broke up wit my boyfriend. im happy enuf to made my decision get to noe you.
wen you decided to quit skul, i didnt had much to say. i kept set back & zipped my mouth. come back skul will you=D
i haven thank you enuf fer being dere fer my bufdae
& fer the wallet
introducing my 3favouryte kaki lepak;
wana,kevin&alep
my adek SAYANG;who was dere wen i nided hym
presenting
my superduperWAN;my superWAN
left;the ferst ever guy who cot my eyes to make fwens wit. funny & adorable. everywhere i go, he''l spot me frm far, & text me. hys laughter is so cute which made me laugh
right;my mums fwens son, whom super fwenly,& sweet. a very positive guy. nvr fails to kol me & at last get dissappointed cos i didnt pick up or was too bz. im sorry.
my EMLIchng;my MIMIgyler
left;whose soft spoken & easily get along wit. met hym at kallang, he was the wan whom wanted to get noe me. very quiet & caring too.
right;whose crazy & nvr failed to make me laugh. my laughing gas. whom alwaes smiling but wen hys angry, TKLE angkat babe.
my meanMIN;my cutecuteIMRAN
left;whose sweet & generous yet sensitive. he caught my attention, met hym at cafe two while eating. noticed hym looking at me alot of tymes. managed hav the guts to stand up to me & ask fer my num wen everyone was looking dis way
right;whose cute & shy yet fun to be wit=D my mr ustaz who nvr fails to disturbs me. whom made me laugh & annoyed at the same tyme. adorably cute & nice.
sheikh; whose patience & soft spoken.
fiyan;whose cute sweet & loving. the one who sings me lullabies. the ferst guy to ever get my num frm dis skul. farking sweet. melted me wen i heard hym sing. imy
aiman;dis long lost fwen of mine whom i share everyting wit. the sweetest guy dat ever live.=D our friendship means alot to me. & i wudnt wanna lost cntct again. we're going thru the same ting together. lets be strong. & jus move on. you noe ive missed you. & i really do. i was hoping to mit you one dae. i miss you like nobody else wud, boy.
lastly
arip, an,atep,& syah;dis crazy ppl, whom acted dat dey've known me fer a long tyme & made me smile i wasnt in a mood. met dem ON THE ROAD otw to tamp. funniest bunch of ppl whom i wish to know more abt dem. the most adorable grp in this campus. the most friendliest & fun ppl.
deres too much too update.
30th august; TEACHERS dae
wen to HS wit my beauty uniform. look kinda hideous wit da uniform cos nobody wore skul u expect fer hs ppl-_- well. met, aliff in the bus. & wok in to skul & heard dada screamed my name.she complained dat my makeup was too thick. & i said its normal=D ahahah. wen to eat the delicious nasi padang. & wen up to the hall fer performance. the performance was FAB compared to previous yrs. met all of my fwens & they said "you've changed alot"
wen to class & met my CLASSMATES & my mr arizan & dey looked stunned.-_- toked to the boys & was invited to the small party. took pictures wit the guys. as i wasnt dat close to the gerls.
imissyouguys,good luck fer ur n's & o's lovies
feeling satisfied, went home wit a big smile, i didnt attend lesson-_- hahaha. reached home, went to change & headed to marina, played bowling & went of to esplanade. watch the performance at baybeats & sat & chitchated. mlz nk criter kn. hahaa
sorry i haven bin spending tymes wit you guys. imyguys!
&&& babynut. you dunno how much i miss you asshole!!!
ok done, bye lovelies
