you shouted & scream to me. i kept myself calm. i cried infront of my friends becos you hurt me. you stabbed us frm the back & we're styll keeping quiet. stories you've told was twisted i guess. you dunno wad have i been doing. i dun understand you. THANK YOU SO MUCH, FRIEND

im tired to be blame fer everything. im tired of trying my best to stand up tall & be strong. i dun wan anibody to see me cry ever again. i wanna wear a mask to hide my sadness & just carry a smile. yesyesyes, even the tiniest things i wud cry. cause im weak. im a weakling. people hurt me so darn easily & made me tear. life is complicated yet im trying my best to lead a HAPPY life.

i miss the fun being with you guys. eventhough i dun hangout alot with you ppl animore doesnt mean i ferget you guys. wen one of you said " ya la, who are WE to you" well, i got other friends whom i noe longer den you guys. i hope you guys understand. you guys acted so cold just now*sad* i dun see the reason why. i miss ALL of you & the fun but i dun think things wud be the same if i styll hang around with you guys. &&& i bet deres no difference without me.

i miss last yr batch of ppl whom i hang out wit. esp kevin. hope to see you guys tmr=)

project is in a total mess. tmr is the bazaar. god!!!