You dun nid to tell me,cos i noe im one.
my internet was down fer no reason. &&& finally i get to online. life's been crazy lately. i dunno how crazy it cud get.it was nvr easy fer me. esp wen it comes to love. every single tyme i fell in love, i wud trip again & again. i kept myself together, spend more tyme wit my gfs. & nvr to think abt love. but, its impossible to just ferget. everywhere i walk, everywhere i go, i wud see couples around me. my gfs alwaes have their bf around. alwaes tok abt them & alwaes see them so happy. i walk wit them feeling like a lightbulb. my friends told me i was too choosy. i dun wan to fall in hole which is so deep & lost my way again. i hate the feeling of regret. i dun wanna cry like a crybaby every single night. love was nvr fair fer me. boys are jus WEIRD.
i've been watching movie fer the past few weeks. terminator wit dydi, night in the museum wit ????? , monster vs alien with brother & hannah motenah with jacko. &&& im really broke right now. as i spend 70bucks on my lil brother. i brought hym out to catch a movie that he was dying to watch which is monsters vs aliens. && i didnt regret watching though. its been awhile since i watch a cartoon in cinema. we went to ehub, ate,movie & he wanted to go to the arcade. i gave hym 10bucks & he played dere fer two freaking hours. it was shocking wen he caught alot of ppl attention wen he was playing a FIGHT2 game. i was sitting beside hym & the crowd came. i was like so shocked wen he played really well. a guy came out to me & ask "is tht ur brother" DUH. you dun expect me to have a child. 3guys challenged hym & they were all around my age. GUESS wad. 3teenagers lost to a primary 4 kid & they lost. that guy who tok to me kept pestering fer my num. he stand so close to me & kept toking to me. FUCK. really annoying. i felt like slapping hys farking face. he tried impressing me by saying "im driving home & i have to sen them back" WTH. i didnt even ask=____= so tk perlu. i went to cheers to get myself ciggs. && TK LEPAS. binget so i went up again, & USED dat guy to buy me ciggs. OPPPPS. i have no choice*laughs* he followed me whereever i go as if hys my bf. & i was filling so freaking rimas. "look your fucking self in the mirror can??" DESPERATE. i was waiting fer my brother to finish everything. it was 9 && finally we headed home. went to the busstop & wait fer the bus. suddenly i saw the despo again. PECAH PER! KAU KATE KAU DE KERETE ALE2 KAU PAT BUSSTOP TUNGGU BUS. i was otp & tell wan. WERLD SIAL. took the bus, & wen to kfc. as my brother was hungry. packed the food home & noone was home.
few daes back celebrated aishahs bufdae, met fad & so coincidentally we were wearing the same color. SHOCKED. met them at raffles. didnt get to meet fizah & husin=( met isty & the rest. i jus get to know dem=) they had a surprise fer her & i tink it was really sweet of them. i was the one who suppose to close aishahs eyes as she dunno her bf was dere. they lighted up all the candles & eventually the wind was strong. her bf stand in the middle of the heart shaped candles wit a bufdae cake. i was hungry fad took me fer dinner. at lucky plaza AYAM PENYET again. wanted to catch a movie. called saratwinny & she was at bugis-____- so we headed to raffles, otw to mrt, i bumb into dee. my exbf fren. she recognize me. chatted wit her fer awhile & she was rushing home i tink. took the train met the rest, shockingly they were drunk. aishah! masai per! they headed to esplanade, me & fad headed to cthall. saini suddenly texted me, so unexpected. he was at home. it was saturdae night. hahaha. the best part was, i got stuck outside my house. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. &&&&& yes, fad's my date. it was an amazing saturdae night*smiles*
how i wish i wud hav a bf on my bufdae. it seems like every year is the same going to my grands house. doing the same thing over & over again..
"mentang2 da 20lebih kau nk step abg2?? ABG2 lobang siak. so wad your 20plus? my explanation was a lie to you. you wanna get to know me & you expect me you ask you qs?? hoho. aku pandang kwn kau to psl aku lyn kau"
