i didnt have tyme to even update my blog which is rotting. &&& since i have this chance to even blog, i wanna say. IFREAKINGMISSYOU

i may not have the chance to noe you deeper. but i think i noe you well enuf. im confident enuf that they will take care of you. im blessed to know a gerl like you who i cud easili understand as we're going thru the same shit. life surrounded by boys. well babe, theres no more boys around me. i hardly have tyme to meet up anione as im alwaes too tired. BELIEVE IT OR NOT. its up to all of you. LIFE's a BITCH. no matter how bitchy it gets, im styll standing tall to prove to ppl that some things which leads to their ears aint true. i open my eyes & decided to change. mayb werking did change my werld. at the same time, the ppl who im close with ryte now was the reason too. they make a huge IMPACT to my life. babygerl, i noe im a disappointment to you. im sorry. i dunno wen are we gona meet up again, but the least which cud happen is, bumb into each other.

i accompany my risa to buy her chrismas present. &&& i swear my leg hurt esp aft STEPPING on her earring which was lying around her living room the moment i wanted to sit=__= the morning started out great as me, her, my boss & boss fren drove all the way to *idkwhere* to so call expose ourself to a so called private company. *thumbs up* as it manage give extrem results. it was so unexpecting. we had 3 to 4hrs of intro,& practical stuffs. headed to *idkwherealso* to have our late lunch. we goobled our food & went fer a meeting at the shop & i put myself to sleep in the hair salon. set outside the shop watching kids running about & chatted with the neighbours. rushed to tampiness & get ALL her presents. not fergeting i look super weird. as i was all covered up. that if you guys noe wad i mean.

BECAUSE the reason was;past month since i get to noe you. you never did fail to bring a smile on my face even if im all alone. a simple msg might brighten up my day.i tried my very best to takecare of your heart even if my heart hurts super badly. everytyme i shout at you. my eyes will start tearing causei noe im gonna loose you. i noe myself that im scared of loosing you.but i dun noe the reason why. lets not talk about the chemistry btw us.but as a friend, i noe you wud be able to lead well. i alwaes took your advises & tried my best to treat you well.im sorry if i show attitude towerds you.

im tired & i need a good night rest. will be werking tmr & hoping someone wud make my day.