FLASHBACK
was browsing through my photobucket, && saw this photo which means alot to me. i left this ppl due to my own ego. im not sure whether you guys styll check up on me. but, as i look through the pictures. i did had fun with all of you. i bet you guys started the new year with a resolution to bond yourself better. well, after chatting with amy, i realized that its a lie if i NVR think of you ppl. i didnt noe why i manage to make my ferst move to chat wit amy. i manage to catch up somethings && im happy for you guys. B,yus & alep; you guys are halfway getting your license. *smiles* appy&meimei; believe in yourself so others could believe in you. everyone makes mistakes. DUN GIVE UP. as for the rest, ride safely. && remember, your vehicles are your transport not an item to be proud of. believe me, you guys will be safe in the hands of ALLAH.
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THE DREAMS I HAD, THE WEIRD THINGS WHICH HAD HAPPENED.
make me realised that nothing is impossible
as for me, the future is waiting for me to reach it. i shall take things pretty slow. well, i will make sure i have both license by the age of 21. maybe im living in a world with full of dreams but, i shall make sure i will keep my dreams alive && fullfill it. i remember myself for being someone who is soo weak, timid, shy, low-self esteem & anti-social. i was able to put myself together to become a person who nobody thought i would. i myself didnt noe that i could be the person i am now. i shattered in tears when i manage to overcome my weaknesses. && ppl saying "fatyn,im proud of you" MANY saw changes in me & definately saw me grew. i styll got my long journey with so many things to learn. i wudnt let anyone distract me for reaching my goals. thats the reason why im putting relationship aside. futhermore some guys are playing HARD TO GET as if they're some kind of a HOTSTUFF & tought i wud die without them. not only that their childish moves are way too sickening for me entertain. maybe i was stupid enough to even pay attention on them, ATTENTION SEEKER. speak for yourself, dickheads! &&& lastly everyone asked me "how did you manage to quit smoking" i reply them "if you believe in yourself, any miracle could happen. its your determination"
