without fail, you've been entering my dreams. i felt the warmth as if you were hugging me.

i really felt the sharp pain & cried when i woke up realized it was a nightmare.

i teared when some random girl dedicate to you a song. feel that i've lost. i've lost my path to your heart.

BUT, i've realized that your not the person i thought you was, especially when you told me about your past. you've proven so much love, care, concern, honestly & not forgetting your loyalty. i know if you would have the time, you would make all the time in the world for me.

i know i haven been sweet. i realized that it wasnt fair for you. just because i was treated like shit by other guys who was in my past. i didnt remind you that you mean alot to me like i did as before. i had sooo many negative thoughts. i had too high expectations on you. too many rules & regulation. i wasnt being myself.

IM MISSING YOU, fariz putra.